wHeRe iS tHe LurVe

nerd!

2006-02-16T18:34:00.000-08:00

i'm in sch too... as usual. haha. nowofdays haven't been updating the blog. guess wat i'm doin? i'm been studying!!! omg! who beieve it lo. but for the sake of o's. i'm studying.. if i reply your msg slower than usual.. plz forgive mie.. LoLz

*-|B[r]Y[a]|-*

i'm in school

2006-02-09T18:58:00.000-08:00

hhaa.. rapheal here tellng mie some phycology thingy.. haix.. it's friday! tml its a holiday for me. ltr still got 2 free period. byex

just not the day...

2006-02-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

today is just not the day for mie.. sch was normal as usual. when for a dam boring excursion walk around s'pore river visiting the various location. the supreme court looks dam cool la. imagine the whole place with glass and marble. undescriable. actually suppose to realease at the place itself then can go kia kia wif geh and all. the stupid panda just dun let mie down la, i call my mother to talk to him then he juz dun wan to let mie off.. he's a ass la. ended up scoulded by my mother oso.. WTH la. when to play bb and went home. my uncle gone crazy. he started saein that we all bluff him. now he lyk took the key and went out of the house.. haix.

reflection of the day: care for every person, they have their limits even our maids, their oso humans.

LOVE.

2006-01-30T18:36:00.000-08:00

love. is it so good? or is it so bad?

taken frm the bible.
LOVE is patienbt and kind; it is not
jealous or conceited or proud.
Love is not happy with evil,
but is happy with the turth.
Love never gives up; its faith,
hope and patience never fail.

my quote.
love is to enturst one with your heart and make sure one dun break it.
love can be as sweet as the honey
but can also but as bitter as the ache in your heart.
to love is stepping one foot into the coffin

my defination,
why we want love?
it is to find another to share your worries, happness, anger and thoughts.
u always could find the special one to lie on when u are down.
there always a special gift at your bdae.
there always upteem surprises when u meet the special one.

these few days, i hav came across much love stories. surprisingly not even 1 of them have a happy ending. few years back then, i thought love is just u loving me and me loving u but i was totally wrong! looks lyk it is much more complicated than it seem. my dreams lovelife seem to gone.. haix.

there a few stories,(not the real name)
perx and boris, they are very loving couple. they seldom hav quarrell and thing went very smoothly. until now, i think it's becoz of the parent which is strongly unsupportive of this very idea. they were force to leave each other.

vten love a guy very very deeply. it's lyk already for a few years. that guy, i dunno wat the hell is so good abt him. they went steading each other. soon, they broke up but vten still love him. she waited. that guy came back. stead again and break again. until now, its still lyk that...

ytd, as knew a frenz. jessica, she hav been steading wif this guy for 4 years, just broke.

cedar, hav been talking to bryan since last year. they were on very good terms. On cedar bdae, she brought bryan along the BBQ. frm then on, their feeling grew. they went steading. As they know each other better, they started finding faults abt each other. now, they were quarelling lyk free.

there is still more stories. but i guess, u all would not want to know it too..

erm..

2006-01-30T03:40:00.000-08:00

juz came back frm cham's hse. totally bored man! they were quarrelling and we did nothin much.. thats totally sad. hahas.i'm goin to mine cousin's hse ltr to gamble. every1 wish mie luck, if i win load? maybe i can treat u 2.. haha. gtg

hahas

2006-01-29T16:58:00.000-08:00

i guess ytd was not as bad as it sound on CYN eve. at least i got quite a lot of hao bao.. LoLz. when to my grandma hse in the afternoon then feeling a bit more sianz than usual coz the noise maker were all in indo. haix.. juz learn to play a new game.. "ruby". so fun hahas. evening went back home to take a shower and wore mine lucky to go back and gamble. wuhaha. guesss how much my lucky underwear win 4 mi?$40 bucks man! + my mother and uncle give mie 10 bucks in total.. yesh! after new year go buy shoe liao! hahas.

reflection: look at thing in a different ways maybe u will find something more abt it..
song of the day: lost without you - delta goodrem

different.

2006-01-28T04:28:00.000-08:00

just went kovan to get mine watch fix to size. then come back home eat steamboat, it was not bad la but 16 years of eating it? i want a change! this year's CYN will be very different. in the people, the mood, the hao bao money and the thing i brought 4 it.. feel the mood is juz nt here. as i get to know ppl well, i see their bad side. but do not be too bad toward dem. we muz know that there is always a bad side in everything..

2006-01-27T21:34:00.000-08:00

brought all mine CYN le. yeah! i brought 3 long sleeves collar shirt, 1 short sleeve 1, 3 bangles but 1 of dem cannot fit so give away, 1 pants and 3 ring.. haha. total $250 i tink.. LoLz. stupid tuition, the eve of the eve of CYN oso hav tuition if not i'll buy losing some weight in playin socer wif mine frenz. the ring are so nice, just wanna get more. wahahaha. but that not all in my shopping list. there still the shoe, watch, 3/4 short and lots more. speakin of buying thing, i want to go out now! BUT NO ONE IS THERE MAN! still hav so much thing to buy. then my pay coming on feb. yes!

reflection: MONEY it is the root to all evil. it can't buy u everything. it is not always everything.

if u give one in abundent, it would be sick of it. and change 4 the better.

good day?

2006-01-25T04:07:00.000-08:00

look lyk the bad day hav pass and the good day hav come.. it nearing CYN. i'm goin to buy clothes tml. yeah! seem lyk more and more ppl are goin to other country after their o's. wats so good abt other country, s'pore oso not bad wat. at least u got all your frenz.. LoLz. tml hav maths test then i guess it s CYN mood liao! LOLz

quote frm famous pcycharist ' when u experence some bad thing, it will be kept sub consious mind. until some action of some ppl or some thing u see will triger it to bring to to your consious mind'.

i'm finally back huh?

2006-01-24T03:11:00.000-08:00

its a long time since i hav bloge. i guess is becoz these few days i hav been very happily wif all mine frenx.. time files, i hav already been in sec 4 and still wif that hack care atitude.. die liao la. keep reminding myself but haix... frenz hav come and frenz hav go. and i think that the reason i'm blogging todae.. ha, CYN is around the coner liao. firstly, wish u all a happy chinses new year! thurs going to buy clothes fer new year! yeah! i guess todae is nothin much. juz the DM scoulding scoulding and scoulding.., haix. stupid teacher la, send us out. tml morning still must go see his stupid face.. sianz lo

reflection of the day 'dun let love take away a friendship' .

*-B[r]Y[a]N-*

lazy pig..

2005-12-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

nowofdays i'm so lazy lars. didn't update my bloge 4 so long le.. ever since i went to china. let me just give everybody a summary of wat i'm doing these few weeks.. i went to guang zhou 4 10 days and came back on the 10th dec. brought lots of stuff ( 2 jackets, socks, lot of magic stuff too) lost a camera there. sad case la. !everybody muz be careful of the pick pocket there! 'ppl who wan to noe more can contact mie" i lazy to type. ha.

after the china trip, i went to my cousin hse to stay over 4 5 days! i tell u. that is super song sia. all the freedom u can hav. i juz love it la. i came back on the friday and it is hell frm my parents la.. ha

todae, went to meet my cousin over frm malaysia. then invite him over to over party tis tues. it's gonna be a hell load of fun again la. hahaha

*-B[r]Y[a]N-*

kid

2005-11-28T04:09:00.000-08:00

how good is it to be a kid..
one who do not hav any desire
one who do not hav any hate
one who find everything is so fun
one who noes no love
one who is easily contented
one who dose not noe wat is jealousy
one who smile at even nothing
i just miss those times...
but i could nvr go back..
this world is full of desires

BBQ

2005-11-28T01:01:00.000-08:00

At the afternoon went to collect mine peru addidas jacket.. so mice man! then when to meet charmine and ben and eat long john.. went to suntec after that to buy chocolate, i was veri angry and that time lo, coz i am very late liaoz.. anyways, when back home and waited fer the food 4 bbq to come.. went to condo to set up mine pit. the stupid serurity guard stop mie sae i nvr book the bbq pit.. i was lyk WTH! then he scard of me then let mi in.. haha
the bbq went quite smoothly and abt 10+, everybody went home.. i wan to thx everyone for coming to the bbq and for those who nvr come, it was such a waste...i wan to special thx alvin for organising the bbq, nigel fer helping mie out overall and all my lovable cousins who came and most of all (u noe who u are "click click")..haha
eileen ar..i tried to find your piglet liaoz but can't find..haix

tml got test!

2005-11-23T12:01:00.000-08:00

went to hav my hair cut todae! finally!
looks dam weird lo...
then took some vcd and songs frm my lovely cusions...ha
tml got the bio retest and i havn't even open my files..
how?

*-B[r]Y[a]N-*

wasted!!

2005-11-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

todae, mother n father went to malaysia..yeah!
but in the end didn't even go out..argh!!!
tml is my confirmation..OMG -o- wish me luck everybody!!!

sianz!

2005-11-18T05:19:00.000-08:00

i'm all green...

2005-11-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

alright...i dunno y am I still blogging?
anyway no one ever step into here..haix

yea, todae went out wif a whole group of them to wild wild wet.
first thing first,
i'm very sorry,addeline..totally
todae, i lied yet again...haix

i'm envy, angry and frustrated!!!
i'm been totally beaten by a total loser..
so what am I?
super LOSER?
F*** it!

anyways lifes still goes on,
fate will make itself to me...

Went home,
my mother question me lyk a prisoner..
haix...
she going to canel my no.
so sad huh...
predicted liao le lars..
LoLs..

Now, how's addeline going to torture mi..ha

wish naomi a safe journey..
may charm find her love..ha
and daniel, hope it looks good on eu..

*-B[r]Y[a]N-*

Freedom!

2005-11-17T23:17:00.000-08:00

NO FREEDOM TO GO OUT
NO FREEDOM TO EAT
NO FREEDOM TO SLEEP
NO FREEDOM TO PLAY COM
NO FREEDOM TO STUDY
NO FREEDOM TO HEAR
NO FREEDOM TO SEE
what world is this?
i'm already 15 this year..
but where is the freedom?
i dunno!

can't stand this anymore!!!

sianz!

2005-11-17T03:19:00.000-08:00

Todae, after everything settle,
with the dim light,
i lay on my bed,
looking at the celling
and back to my phones,
i feel so alone.
with no one to call or watsoever,
the feeling so bitter, so sour, no word could describe..

i looked again at my phone..
no sms, no miss call
a sour feeling formed up in my heart
as a drop a formed up in my eyes..
as i see people surrounded with frenz
i envy
i hate them!

As i search into my mind for a person,
a friend,
a ture one,
no one was there...
was it me?
am i anti social?
NO!
what happened?

i find that people are walking in and out of my life
friends are just friends
family?
who are they to me?
did they even bother?

the fan is still spining..
stupid Qs formed up in my mind..
i dunno.
argh!!!!

holidae...

2005-03-18T23:01:00.000-08:00

holidae is so relax...throw all my homework in my bag and relax...enjoy the S.S.S.S (sun, sand, sea, song)
Mondae...1st dae of holidae...i'm in the hse feeling the start of holidae....morning jiang ge came mine hse to slack oso...

Tues...i a bit 4get liao...hehe~~i tink is i go tution A-math at my cusions house abt 7+...morning is juz slack here and there lo...after that my mum tok to mine cusions...4 long term tution...coz he everytime quite busy 1 wat...now then got a bit time coz got holidae attachment,now i nid to tell mine new tution teacher to go off...(sorri man!)he onli teach mi once onli lo...haix...=[

Wed...i hav muah bball training...then so little come...LoLz...where is the spirit? actually train to 3+ then so little come...12 go home liao...we went to hav lunch and go tpy cut hair...

Thur...O! todae is the big dae...i'm going to learn windsurfing...it's a long trip lo...nid to go changi airport 1st then change bus...it's dam diffcult lo...keep on falling down frm the board...afterthat go marine parade eat dinner...my frenzx r crazy lo go jade crystal eat...then after that quarel... haix...

Fri...todae same larx...go the windsurfing thing lo...then finish the course without learning how to surf...LoLz...i hav decided liao...everytime i post i will put recomend some song to u guys...

SO...todae 1 will be
chinese
tao ce - ai wo hai shi ta
english
Alicia keys - Karma

die liao ar...

2005-03-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

aiyo...now die liao la...my test result all get back liao...haix...guess wat...fail 6 out of 7 sub!O man! how to tell tis to my parents?they kill mi lo...lowest i tink is bio...8/45...now i understand how hard is bio liao...the onli sub i pass is chinese...70/100..not bad huh...but what the use? the rest all fail...die liao la...fridae i nid to go flag dae...ha,is at orchard lo...i tink i would go watch movie instead of ask some stingy s'porean to donate lo...haha!!!

sad...=[

2005-02-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

long time never postin liao...coz these few daez nid to study ma...last week liao...hope tis week end fast so can relax...fer now it's onli study study and study...OmG!!!now waTT...my math onli get 10.5/60...i'm going to die...

study

2005-02-22T06:31:00.000-08:00

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NOTHIN

2005-02-17T23:31:00.000-08:00

todae...when walkin home,started raining..i walked in the rain lyk nothin...seems to mi lyk the world seems nothin to mi...after that go hm then lock myself in the room...after that ask val to help touch up my bloge...then now own her a favour...hope it's not sumthing hard...

long time no c...

2005-02-16T03:20:00.000-08:00

long time never post liao...u guys muz be missing mi rite???confirm sia...
the new year is quite board lo...going around and colloct hong bao onli,total hav $220...then it comes valentine dae.O...it was juz another dae wif more couple walking around orchard road n ppl holding roses...lolz...i spend the whole valentine all wif mine 1 and only and precious,priceless 'MI'...LoLz...
todae when to play bowling at kovan there...played 2 game average onli 80...suck sia...but not bad liao la,4 a noob rite?ExaMs!!! O man! it'z coming!!! now muz start revising liao...stress...

*-B[r]Y[a]N-*
[STRESSS}...

Most houner day...

2005-02-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

can u believe it???i am 1st 4 the cross country run...1st O.K. i never got any 1st ever since i was P4 runing that stupid obstacles course...cool huh?So, the good news is i got a 1st and bad news...1st in the TAF club...haix...wat a failure...it's a joke lor.PpL wiLL look at mi and sae 'wow!' then to a closer look 'chai' TAF club...but actually i not in TAF 1 la...i juz fake my weight and height so can run shorter route and get a medal...hehe~~

[LoLz dae]

STRESS...sSs

2005-02-02T20:26:00.000-08:00

tml got chem,math and chinese test...sure fail de...stress sia...hehe~~but now still playing com sia...HahA...i tink i'm a slacker lor...nowofdays, find that my basketball skill have imporved quite a lot sia...muz go study now or else...haixXx...

sianz...zZz

2005-01-31T21:50:00.000-08:00

its a sianz dae...hearing the sianz teacher...looking at the sianz book....doign the same old sianz tink...smelling the same sweaty smell in class...wearing the sianz uniform...

let's get the party party started

2005-01-29T17:36:00.000-08:00

Ha...wat a cool dae it was...in the afternoon went to jennifer hse to arrange her funiture 4 her bdae baash...it started at 9pm..the DJ came at around 10+...i muz agree its the best party i gone to wif so much chio and shuai ppl...=Pnot to say,the achol there is too alot...here and there, u can c drunk ppl walking around...it ended at 3+...then we go to "iman" for our late snacks...till abt 4+ then i go home and hav my sweet slp/...

[drunk dae...]

1st time posting...=P

2005-01-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

ha...todae...at the end of the dae got 2 ppl fight in class rm sia... super cool. i juz sit there and watch show, got 1 dam guai lan leh..=P he hit finish the person still show the hand and ask the person to"comeon'...my frenz give him nick call"melvin low chee bai"...haha..lolz...i was laugh lyk hell lor...
after sch,went to amk mac to w8 4 my gan mei...WOW! she late 4 more than 1h lor...then jeremy keep on scoulding mi...i was shooting the ice on jeremy then missed shot hit the maly guy at the back./..so scard sia...faster run awayy. then meet my gan mei and go bishan tak neoprint...

((funny dae...=]

1st time posting...=P

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