Thursday, November 17, 2005
sianz!
Todae, after everything settle,
with the dim light,
i lay on my bed,
looking at the celling
and back to my phones,
i feel so alone.
with no one to call or watsoever,
the feeling so bitter, so sour, no word could describe..
i looked again at my phone..
no sms, no miss call
a sour feeling formed up in my heart
as a drop a formed up in my eyes..
as i see people surrounded with frenz
i envy
i hate them!
As i search into my mind for a person,
a friend,
a ture one,
no one was there...
was it me?
am i anti social?
NO!
what happened?
i find that people are walking in and out of my life
friends are just friends
family?
who are they to me?
did they even bother?
the fan is still spining..
stupid Qs formed up in my mind..
i dunno.
argh!!!!
3:19 AM
